Monday, 22 September 2025

जैसे दिखाई देते हो, वैसे हो नहीं।

जैसा दिखाई देने की करते हो कोशिशें,
मैं बखूबी जानता हु वैसे हो नहीं।

एक गहरा सा दर्द है किसी कोने में,
मुस्कुराते रहते हो, कहते हो नहीं,

मैं लाख कुरेदना चाहूं फिर भी छिपा ही लेते हो,
अपनी रूह तक पहुंचने देते हो नहीं,

मैं थक जाता हु किस्से कहानी सुनते सुनाते,
अपनी दास्तां ए दर्द को लफ्ज़ देते हो नहीं,

मुझे मालूम है कि मेरी बातें चुभ जाती होंगी तुम्हे,
दर्द को बयान करते हो नहीं,

कभी तो कहो वो दर्द e तन्हाई मुझसे,
मैं बखूबी जानता हो तुम ऐसे हो नहीं।।
 
 कभी लिख कर कभी पढ़ के सुना देता हु अपना रोना तुम्हे,
तुम अपना दुखड़ा कहते क्यों नहीं।

कब तक छिपाओगे इन आंसुओं को इस प्यारी सी मुस्कान के पीछे,
जितने कठोर दिखते हो वैसे हो नहीं।।

 मुझसे बेहतर कौन ही जानता होगा तुम्हे,
ये जिम्मेदारियों का बोझ भारी है, बताते क्यों नहीं।।

Friday, 19 September 2025

Kuch Vaisi si mohabbat ho jaye

E Khuda mjhe mohabbat kuch waisi si ho jaye,
Phir bhale hi is shohrat ki, is izzat ki aisi taisi ho jaye,

Mai shunya kahun,
Wo hajar samjhe,

Mai bat kahun, wo zazbat samjhe,

Mai arsh kahu,
Wo farz samjhe,

Mai farzi muskurauu,
To wo mera dard samjhe,

Mere zakhm hon to wo marham ban jaye,

Mere ashq ho to 
Wo apna dupatta le aaye..

E khuda mjhe mohabbat kuch waisi si ho jaye...

Mai tum kahu to wo ham samjhe,

Mai kahu jhoot wo padhe sach mera,

Mjhe ho dard, wo kahe ye dard hai mera,

Ho rat agar,
Wo bane savera..

Bas uski bahon me ho mera hi basera...

E khuda mjhe mohabbat kuch vaisi si ho jaye....

Saturday, 26 April 2025

तुम वो पहली लड़की हो।।

तुम वो पहली लड़की हो,..
जिसको देख के मेरी आंखें ख्वाबों से भर जाती हैं...
प्यार की नीली किरण दिल के कमरे के अंदर आती हैं,,
हां तुम वो पहली लड़की हो,
 जिससे धोखा खाने को दिल करता है...
 जिसको देख के मेरा यूं ही मर जाने को दिल करता है,...
तुम वो पहली लड़की हो जिसको देख के दिल की खाली टहनी पर फूल गुलाबी खिल जाते हैं...

 जिसको देख के मुझको अपनी मर्जी के सारे मौसम मिल जाते हैं...

 जिसको देख के धूप का हर एक टुकड़ा बादल हो सकता है...

जिसको देख के चांद भी किसी शब सा पूरा पागल हो सकता है..

 जिसको देख के सैफल झील पर उतरी परियां अपने होश गवा सकती हैं...

 जिसको देख के सोई सोई लहर एकदम मौज में आ सकतीं है,

जिसको देख देख कर बचपन से हर एक प्यार की कहानी सच्ची लगती है...

जिसको देख के मुझको सारी दुनिया अच्छी लगती है..

तुम वो पहली लड़की हो।।
हां तुम ही वो पहली लड़की हो।।

Sunday, 9 March 2025

Her Smile in a quite Home..

In a quiet home, her heart lay still,
She is a lively and captive soul,
Bound by a strong will...
She always wears a smile,
Yet has a list of sorrows deep inside,
Her lonely whispers longed to hide...

All the vows she took, she kept them true,
Yet warmth and love felt far and few...
Her world was very dim, her spirit worn,
A silent and suffering ache each night till dawn...

But then one day,
A voice returned...
A voice very known...
An old flame that burned...
An old connection which got faded but was kind...
That stirred the echoes in her mind...

Distant, but he spoke of dreams,
Of words and songs once shared...
Of old carefree days when hearts once dared...
His love was gentle, pure, and light,
Brought a melody that soothed her night...

But... a guilt arrested her heart in chains,
God knows whether it was loving words or care which brought silent pains...

She loved her world Kashi,
Her home, her family,
Yet felt so torn...
She was not eating,
Was terrified, finding joy or a sin once sworn...

Questioning joy in a sin or a promise once sworn...

From another world,
A voice told her heart to hush and sleep...
But in her soul, the pain grew deep...

For all she sought was a little happiness and peace,
She has not broken any vows or her love's keep...

They both found themselves between two skies,
With teary eyes, stained cheeks, and heavy eyes...

Two hearts felt that ache for what feels right,
They both wept and hearts bled in shadows of the night...

I am praying for her strength...
For some peace to stay...
To find her smile in most honest ways...
And as the loving melody softly plays...
She hopes her love for the family grows swiftly...
And all her troubles got ridden driftly...

Man kar raha hai ki kisi nashe mein doob jaun...
Tere muskurahaton ke liye mar jaun...
Ye deewanapan na to dekha hai na hi kabhi dikhega...
Ek purana pyaar mila hai mushkil se,
Kahan ab aur kisi se dil lagega...

In a quite Home..

A Melody in the Silence

In a quiet home, her heart lay still,
A captive soul, bound by will.
She wore a smile, yet deep inside,
Her lonely whispers longed to hide.

The vows she made, she kept them true,
Yet warmth and love felt far and few.
Her world was dim, her spirit worn,
A silent ache each night till morn.

But then one day, a voice returned,
A voice she knew, a flame that burned.
An old connection — soft and kind,
That stirred the echoes in her mind.

He spoke of dreams, of songs once shared,
Of carefree days when hearts once dared.
His words were gentle, pure, and light,
A melody that soothed her night.

Yet guilt would wrap her heart in chains,
For loving words brought silent pains.
She loved her home, yet felt so torn —
Was finding joy a sin once sworn?

She told her heart to hush and sleep,
But in her soul, the tune ran deep.
For all she sought was warmth and peace,
Not broken vows or love's release.

So there she stood — between two skies,
With tear-stained cheeks and heavy eyes.
For hearts can ache for what feels right,
Yet bleed in shadows of the night.

She prays for strength, for peace to stay,
To find her smile in honest ways.
And as the melody softly plays,
She hopes her love won’t drift away.

Friday, 7 March 2025

Self Love

‘कैसी हो?, और बताओ, क्या करती हो आजकल?’ 
मैंने कहा आजकल मैं ख़ुद को समय देती हूँ, ख़ुद ही को प्यार करती हूँ; एक पसीनायी दुपहरी में मैंने घर में सबके बीच सेल्फ लव के बारे में बात की, 

कुछ लोगों को तो ये आसानी से समझ में नहीं आया, 
किसी ने मेरे वैवाहिक सम्बन्धों को कमज़ोर कहा,
तो किसी ने इसे मन की एक विकृति बतलाया,
अफ़सोस जाहिर किया उन पर जो मेरे साथ रहते हैं, 
किसी ने सुझाया उम्र का लिहाज़ करना,
तो कुछ ने औरत की मर्यादा का पाठ पढ़ाया, 
हमदर्दी दिखायी,
और मुझसे कहा, देखो तुमको थोड़ा तो बदलना चाहिए।

उन सब औरतों की फुसफुसाहट ने मुझे ये एहसास दिलाया कि, हमारी तो नींव ही ग़लत पड़ी। 
छुटपन में कहा गया, भाई बहन से प्यार करो, दादी,बाबा,चाचा,बुआ, दोस्त, पड़ोसी और तो और कामवाली से भी प्यार से बात करवाया। 
प्रकृति से,जीव जन्तुओं से, देश से ,नैतिकताओं से, प्यार का सबक घोंट कर पिलाया गया। 

और बड़े हो कर हमने भी खूब प्यार लुटाया ,ससुराल, मायके, रिश्तों में, किसी ने सराहा, तो किसी को रास ना आया। मैं अपने हिस्से के प्यार की खोज में मैं चलते-चलते इक दिन मुझे, खुद पर प्यार आया, मैंने अपनी ओर स्नेहिल हाथ बढ़ाया, मैंने सीखा ख़ुद को समय देना, और अपने जीवन में आगे बढ़ना। 

तमाम धारणाएँ धराशायी हुई, 
सबने समझाया, प्राथमिकताएँ और अनिवार्यतायें, 
फिर ना जाने क्यों किसी को मेरे खाने में स्वाद कम आने लगा, किसी को मेरे साथ सुकून कम मिलने लगा, कोई मेरे संग भय खाने लगा, सिखाया जाने लगा कि प्रेम बस अपनों से किया जाना चाहिए, स्वयं से नहीं। 

स्वीकार्य था सबको, 
मेरा दूसरों से प्रेम का अभिनय करना
लेकिन, 
अस्वीकार्य था सबको,
मेरा स्वयं से प्रेम करना ।

The Women who dared to dream...


In a town where whispers shaped the air,
A girl once dreamed beyond despair.
With books as lanterns, she carved her way,
Through nights of toil and endless days.

She rose from dust to wear the crown,
A scholar bright, of vast renown.
A mother, too, with hands so warm,
A heart that braved each passing storm.

Yet, within the walls she called her own,
Her light was dimmed, her worth unknown.
Her mother-in-law with eyes so keen,
Saw only silks, not the scholar's sheen.

"Why work so hard? Just stitch and sell,"
"A boutique suits a woman well!"
Her husband, whom she loved so deep,
Let silence be the wound she’d keep.

She left behind her world, her past,
For love she thought would always last.
Yet dreams don’t fade with duty’s chain,
They whisper still, despite the pain.

One evening, as she held her child,
A thought ignited, fierce and wild—
"No more waiting, no more pleas,"
"I’ll chase my fate, I’ll break my leash!"

And so she fought, through scorn and sneers,
Through sleepless nights and countless tears.
With every prayer, with every sigh,
She soared, she rose, she touched the sky.

Her name will shine, just wait and see,
For fate must bow to destiny.
And when that job is hers to claim,
The world will know and chant her name.


She is not alone—she has faith, she has fire,
She will rise above, she will climb higher.
For every woman who fights this fight,
May you find your wings, may you find your light.

Dream of Mathura Vrindaban

Beneath the moon, so far apart,
Two lovers dream with longing hearts.
Miles may stretch and time may fade,
Yet love’s soft whispers never wane.

She dreams of Mathura’s sacred shore,
Where Krishna danced in days of yore.
Soft bells chime in the evening air,
As she prays for him to meet her there.

He dreams of Vrindavan’s green embrace,
Where Radha’s love left time’s own trace.
Through peacock calls and temple chimes,
He seeks her eyes in sacred rhymes.

The Yamuna flows, so calm, so wide,
Yet cannot match the tears they hide.
Each night they write, each night they yearn,
For footsteps side by side to turn.

And though the distance keeps them still,
Their souls have crossed each silent hill.
For love, like rivers, finds its way,
To meet beneath the dawn’s first ray.

One day they’ll stand where dreams began,
Hand in hand in Vrindavan.
And Mathura’s winds will softly weave,
The love they always dared believe.

She stands beneath the silvered sky,
A whispered prayer, a silent sigh.
Mathura’s winds caress her face,
Yet emptiness fills love’s embrace.

He walks alone where peacocks call,
Through Vrindavan’s dim-lit hall.
Soft flutes echo in the air,
But love once near is now nowhere.

They wished upon the lotus feet,
Of Krishna’s love so pure, so sweet.
To walk as one, to never part,
To share one soul, one beating heart.

Yet fate, like waves upon the shore,
Pulled them back forevermore.
Like Radha wept in silent pain,
She waits for him in endless rain.

Like Krishna left with duty’s hand,
He walks away, but not by plan.
His heart still lingers where she stands,
Yet time has drawn its fateful sands.

Oh Lord, they prayed, they begged, they swore,
To be as one forevermore.
Yet love so vast, so deep, so wide,
Now lives in dreams where souls reside.

No vows were made, no ties were spun,
Yet two hearts beat as if they’re one.
For love like theirs will never die,
It lives where Radha’s echoes lie.

Sunday, 23 February 2025

The tipsy Love....

A sip of wine, a hazy glow,
Yet all I see is you, you know.
Your laughter lingers in my mind,
A melody, so soft, so kind.

I close my eyes—you pull me near,
Your voice, a whisper in my ear.
The world dissolves, just you and me,
A love so wild, so pure, so free.

I crave the nights, the stolen time,
Your lips like poetry, sweet as rhyme.
Your touch ignites, your gaze consumes,
Like fire dancing in the gloom.

No clock, no rules, just hearts unchained,
In sheets where only love remains.
Let's drown in moments, lost, undone,
Until the night fades into sun.

So take my hand, let’s chase the thrill,
With love so deep, it bends my will.
For even tipsy, lost, or torn,
I’m yours tonight, forever sworn.....

Saturday, 22 February 2025

My Love, My Heartbeat..

My Love, My Heartbeat, My Everything,

Every night before I sleep, I close my eyes and think—what if we had met differently? What if we had gone to the same college, lived in the same city, had those beautiful, reckless, youthful days together? I think about all the stupid, sweet, and insanely romantic things we could have done, and it drives me crazy knowing we missed all of it.

I should have been the one waiting for you outside your classroom, pretending to be all cool while secretly dying to see you. I should have been the one to take you on long rides, holding your hand over the gear, making you blush while I drove like an idiot just to hear you scream my name. I should have been the one to steal your coffee just to annoy you and then kiss you on the nose to make up for it. But fate had other plans, and we ended up in different colleges, different cities, missing out on what could have been the most beautiful love story of our youth.

But love, I swear, I’m going to make up for every single moment we lost. Now, I want to do it all—I want to flirt with you like a shameless teenager, call you at 2 AM just to say, “I miss you,” and hear you scold me for disturbing your sleep, only to make you laugh the next second. I want to fight over stupid things, just for the excuse to pull you close and say, “Now what? You still mad, baby?”

I want us to sneak away on road trips, blast our favorite songs, and sing off-key like two crazy people in love. I want to make up for every single stolen glance, every skipped heartbeat, every little touch we missed. I want to sit with you in a crowded place and whisper the naughtiest things in your ear just to see you turn red. I want to randomly grab your hand while we walk and swing it like kids, because who cares how stupid we look?

I want to be the boyfriend who makes you laugh till your stomach hurts, who annoys you till you hit me, who loves you till you’re breathless. I want to send you those cheesy, embarrassing good morning and good night texts that make you roll your eyes but secretly smile. I want to take you on late-night drives just so I can hold your hand while the city sleeps. I want to stare at you while you talk, making you blush and say, “Stop looking at me like that!” but knowing you secretly love it.

I want to relive every damn thing we missed—getting drenched in the rain, stealing kisses in hidden corners, making you jealous just to see you pout, taking endless pictures even when you say, “No more photos!” but still posing anyway. I want to sit by the beach with you, writing our names in the sand like teenagers in love.

And when we finally meet, love, don’t expect a normal, boring date. I’m going to grab you in the tightest hug, lift you up, and spin you around, just because I can. I’m going to stare at you shamelessly, because I’ve waited too damn long to see you in front of me. I’m going to annoy you endlessly, because that’s what boyfriends do. And most of all, I’m going to love you like crazy, because that’s what I was always meant to do.

So, my love, get ready. Because this time, I won’t let time or distance steal another moment from us. You’re mine, and I want to do every single thing I ever dreamed of doing with you. And trust me, I have a lot of catching up to do.

Yours forever,
The boy who has missed you for far too long and now refuses to miss even a second more!

Monday, 17 February 2025

SEPERATE PATHS, BUT SAME DESTINATION


My Love of lifetime..

I don’t know if this letter will reach your heart the way my words intend, but I hope it carries even a fraction of what I feel. Life has taken us on separate paths, and while I respect the life you have built, I can’t deny the weight of the distance between us—both in miles and in moments left unsaid.

There are nights when I sit in silence, replaying memories like an old song that never fades. The laughter, the shared dreams, the way we understood each other without speaking—it all lingers like an echo in the corners of my heart. But life, with its unstoppable current, has swept you into responsibilities, into love that now belongs elsewhere. I understand that. I accept that. But understanding doesn’t always silence the ache of missing you.

Sometimes, I close my eyes and dream of a world where things were different. A world where we could escape from everything and build a little home together—maybe on a quiet mountain, where the morning mist would wrap around us like a soft embrace, or by the ocean, where the waves would sing to us as we held hands under the endless sky. In that world, there would be no worries, no burdens, just you and me, lost in the kind of love that never fades, never bends to the weight of reality.

I wonder if you ever think of me the way I think of you. If, in the middle of your busy life, there are fleeting moments when a memory of us catches you off guard. Maybe when a familiar song plays, or when you pass by a place where we once stood together. I don’t expect you to say it, but if you do—even for just a second—know that somewhere in this world, I feel it too.

Life has given you new priorities, a new journey to walk, and I respect that with all my heart. But if there’s ever a moment, even in the smallest corner of your heart, where you still carry a piece of what we once were—then maybe, just maybe, our story was never really meant to end.

Take care of yourself, always. And if life ever allows, I hope we can sit down someday—not as who we were, not as who we are, but simply as two souls who once meant everything to each other.

Yours, in a way that time cannot erase...

Thursday, 13 February 2025

Yours Forever

My Love,

Every moment away from you feels like an eternity. I close my eyes, and all I can think about is the warmth of ur touch, the intoxicating scent tht lingers in the air when u're near. I miss the way my fingers trace soft patterns on your bare skin, sending shivers through my heart, the way I lose myself in your eyes, drowning in their depth, as if they hold secrets only meant for me.

I long to run my fingers through your hair, feeling its silkiness between my hands, to watch the way you close your eyes when I do, as if time itself slows down in those moments. I miss the way your body fits perfectly against mine, the way your presence fills the void in my heart.

Those stolen moments, the laughter, the whispered words, the way our breaths intertwine when we're close—each memory is etched in me like a beautiful melody I never want to forget. Every touch, every kiss, every second with you is a part of me, and without them, I feel incomplete.

I wish I could hold you right now, pull you close, and tell you how much you mean to me—not just in words but in the way our hearts beat together. Until then, I’ll close my eyes and relive every moment, waiting for the day I can feel you in my arms again.

Forever yours...

Friday, 7 February 2025

Galaxy and Constellations

My Love, My Moonlight,

I don’t even know where to begin because my heart is still lost in yesterdays moment, floating somewhere between your mesmerizing presence and the dream of being right beside you. Seeing you again, even if just through a screen, felt like the first rain after a long drought—refreshing, intoxicating, and absolutely necessary.

You, in that simple blue t-shirt, looked nothing less than celestial. But it wasn’t just the color, my love—it was the way the fabric embraced you, the way it complemented the soft glow of your skin, making you look ethereal. I swear, I saw the sunlight dancing on your cheeks, painting them with a soft red hue, as if the universe itself was blushing in your presence. And those tiny moles, like constellations scattered across your skin, each one a little secret, a story, a place where my lips long to wander.

Your eyes, my love, were something else. They held galaxies within them—mysteries I yearn to explore, depths I want to drown in. They sparkled, not just with light, but with emotions, with unspoken words, with that teasing mischief that always makes my heart race. Every time you blinked, it felt like the stars twinkled a little brighter, as if they too were enchanted by you.

And then, there was your voice. Oh, my love, how do I even describe it? That cute, cartoonish melody that has the power to melt my heart in seconds. It’s like a song only I can hear, a lullaby that soothes my soul and makes the world feel right. Every word you spoke, every little giggle, sent shivers down my spine. You have no idea what you do to me.

I watched you eat those fruits, and I swear, nothing in the world has ever looked more tempting. The way your lips glistened with every bite, how they parted ever so slightly, teasing me, making me wish I could reach through the screen and claim them as mine. It was maddening, this distance between us. I could feel you, as if you were just 30–35 cm away, yet I ached to be closer—to feel your warmth, to trace my fingers along your jaw, to lose myself in the scent of you.

I wanted time to stop, to pause everything else, just so I could keep looking at you, listening to you, losing myself in you. Work, responsibilities, the world—they all faded into the background. In that moment, there was only you, and my heart, hopelessly, helplessly, completely yours.

I don’t want to love you through a screen, my love. I want to be there, so close that I can count your breaths, so near that I can feel the flutter of your heartbeat beneath my touch. I want to hold your face in my hands, run my fingers through your hair, press my lips to your forehead, and whisper how much you mean to me. I want to lose myself in those eyes, to hear that beautiful voice right next to my ear, not distorted through a call, but real, alive, and mine.

I long for the day when I won’t have to imagine you, when I won’t have to close my eyes to feel you. Until then, I will hold onto this longing, this burning desire, this love that only grows stronger with every passing second.

You are my dream, my reality, my everything. And I am yours. Always.

Forever longing,
Your Love...