Wednesday, 11 February 2026

Sleepless Nights

Sleepless Nights
When the night becomes quiet and slow,
And the tired winds stop their flow,
I lie awake and close my eyes,
But sleep never comes, no matter how I try.
Your memories walk into my room,
Soft like light, silent like gloom,
Every thought brings back your face,
Every heartbeat calls your name in that space.
The pillow knows my restless side,
Where unsaid words and feelings hide,
I turn and turn, but peace won’t stay,
Because your absence fills my day.
Sometimes I drift into a dream,
Where you smile just like it used to seem,
We talk, we laugh, we walk so near,
And for a moment, you are here.
But morning breaks that fragile night,
Dreams fade away with the light,
And once again the truth I see—
You are far, not here with me.
Loneliness sits beside my bed,
With all the things I never said,
And every night repeats the same—
Silence, memories, and your name.
If missing you had a sound to keep,
It would be these nights without sleep,
A heart awake, a soul so true,
Still waiting, still dreaming of you.

Friday, 9 January 2026

Shuruat se Shuru Karte hai....

Ki bas shuruat se shuru karte hai..
Ek bar phir se ajnabi bante hai..
GChal tu phir se meri galion me ana,
Wo masoom si aankho ko mjhse dobara se churana..
Mai phir se sharmaunga jab tu ayegi ghar mere...
Roj lagaunga chakkar galiyon ke tere...
Yun likhunga bar bar kore kagazon pe tera or Mera nam ek sath...
Wo gehri se saanse, wo kanpte hue hath...
Ek ajeeb sa dar tha us mohabbat ke daur me,..
Ki mere dosti na kho jaye is zamane ke shor me...
Chahta to tha ki nawazon.se luta doon ishq tujh par..
Bas aas ye thi ki ek pehal tu bhi to kar...
Dhundte to the duniya apni ek duje me ham..
Shyad aansu jyada the or pyar thoda kam...
Duniya ke hisse me ayi mohabbat.. or apne hisse me aye beinteha gam....
Ye nahi laga tha ki kismat hogi itni khoti,
Shayad mere mohabbat badi thi, par haisiyat choti...
Bekar me soch baitha or karta rha intzar...
Or gujarte waqt ne bhi laga di apni maar...

Monday, 22 September 2025

जैसे दिखाई देते हो, वैसे हो नहीं।

जैसा दिखाई देने की करते हो कोशिशें,
मैं बखूबी जानता हु वैसे हो नहीं।

एक गहरा सा दर्द है किसी कोने में,
मुस्कुराते रहते हो, कहते हो नहीं,

मैं लाख कुरेदना चाहूं फिर भी छिपा ही लेते हो,
अपनी रूह तक पहुंचने देते हो नहीं,

मैं थक जाता हु किस्से कहानी सुनते सुनाते,
अपनी दास्तां ए दर्द को लफ्ज़ देते हो नहीं,

मुझे मालूम है कि मेरी बातें चुभ जाती होंगी तुम्हे,
दर्द को बयान करते हो नहीं,

कभी तो कहो वो दर्द e तन्हाई मुझसे,
मैं बखूबी जानता हो तुम ऐसे हो नहीं।।
 
 कभी लिख कर कभी पढ़ के सुना देता हु अपना रोना तुम्हे,
तुम अपना दुखड़ा कहते क्यों नहीं।

कब तक छिपाओगे इन आंसुओं को इस प्यारी सी मुस्कान के पीछे,
जितने कठोर दिखते हो वैसे हो नहीं।।

 मुझसे बेहतर कौन ही जानता होगा तुम्हे,
ये जिम्मेदारियों का बोझ भारी है, बताते क्यों नहीं।।

Friday, 19 September 2025

Kuch Vaisi si mohabbat ho jaye

E Khuda mjhe mohabbat kuch waisi si ho jaye,
Phir bhale hi is shohrat ki, is izzat ki aisi taisi ho jaye,

Mai shunya kahun,
Wo hajar samjhe,

Mai bat kahun, wo zazbat samjhe,

Mai arsh kahu,
Wo farz samjhe,

Mai farzi muskurauu,
To wo mera dard samjhe,

Mere zakhm hon to wo marham ban jaye,

Mere ashq ho to 
Wo apna dupatta le aaye..

E khuda mjhe mohabbat kuch waisi si ho jaye...

Mai tum kahu to wo ham samjhe,

Mai kahu jhoot wo padhe sach mera,

Mjhe ho dard, wo kahe ye dard hai mera,

Ho rat agar,
Wo bane savera..

Bas uski bahon me ho mera hi basera...

E khuda mjhe mohabbat kuch vaisi si ho jaye....

Saturday, 26 April 2025

तुम वो पहली लड़की हो।।

तुम वो पहली लड़की हो,..
जिसको देख के मेरी आंखें ख्वाबों से भर जाती हैं...
प्यार की नीली किरण दिल के कमरे के अंदर आती हैं,,
हां तुम वो पहली लड़की हो,
 जिससे धोखा खाने को दिल करता है...
 जिसको देख के मेरा यूं ही मर जाने को दिल करता है,...
तुम वो पहली लड़की हो जिसको देख के दिल की खाली टहनी पर फूल गुलाबी खिल जाते हैं...

 जिसको देख के मुझको अपनी मर्जी के सारे मौसम मिल जाते हैं...

 जिसको देख के धूप का हर एक टुकड़ा बादल हो सकता है...

जिसको देख के चांद भी किसी शब सा पूरा पागल हो सकता है..

 जिसको देख के सैफल झील पर उतरी परियां अपने होश गवा सकती हैं...

 जिसको देख के सोई सोई लहर एकदम मौज में आ सकतीं है,

जिसको देख देख कर बचपन से हर एक प्यार की कहानी सच्ची लगती है...

जिसको देख के मुझको सारी दुनिया अच्छी लगती है..

तुम वो पहली लड़की हो।।
हां तुम ही वो पहली लड़की हो।।

Sunday, 9 March 2025

Her Smile in a quite Home..

In a quiet home, her heart lay still,
She is a lively and captive soul,
Bound by a strong will...
She always wears a smile,
Yet has a list of sorrows deep inside,
Her lonely whispers longed to hide...

All the vows she took, she kept them true,
Yet warmth and love felt far and few...
Her world was very dim, her spirit worn,
A silent and suffering ache each night till dawn...

But then one day,
A voice returned...
A voice very known...
An old flame that burned...
An old connection which got faded but was kind...
That stirred the echoes in her mind...

Distant, but he spoke of dreams,
Of words and songs once shared...
Of old carefree days when hearts once dared...
His love was gentle, pure, and light,
Brought a melody that soothed her night...

But... a guilt arrested her heart in chains,
God knows whether it was loving words or care which brought silent pains...

She loved her world Kashi,
Her home, her family,
Yet felt so torn...
She was not eating,
Was terrified, finding joy or a sin once sworn...

Questioning joy in a sin or a promise once sworn...

From another world,
A voice told her heart to hush and sleep...
But in her soul, the pain grew deep...

For all she sought was a little happiness and peace,
She has not broken any vows or her love's keep...

They both found themselves between two skies,
With teary eyes, stained cheeks, and heavy eyes...

Two hearts felt that ache for what feels right,
They both wept and hearts bled in shadows of the night...

I am praying for her strength...
For some peace to stay...
To find her smile in most honest ways...
And as the loving melody softly plays...
She hopes her love for the family grows swiftly...
And all her troubles got ridden driftly...

Man kar raha hai ki kisi nashe mein doob jaun...
Tere muskurahaton ke liye mar jaun...
Ye deewanapan na to dekha hai na hi kabhi dikhega...
Ek purana pyaar mila hai mushkil se,
Kahan ab aur kisi se dil lagega...

In a quite Home..

A Melody in the Silence

In a quiet home, her heart lay still,
A captive soul, bound by will.
She wore a smile, yet deep inside,
Her lonely whispers longed to hide.

The vows she made, she kept them true,
Yet warmth and love felt far and few.
Her world was dim, her spirit worn,
A silent ache each night till morn.

But then one day, a voice returned,
A voice she knew, a flame that burned.
An old connection — soft and kind,
That stirred the echoes in her mind.

He spoke of dreams, of songs once shared,
Of carefree days when hearts once dared.
His words were gentle, pure, and light,
A melody that soothed her night.

Yet guilt would wrap her heart in chains,
For loving words brought silent pains.
She loved her home, yet felt so torn —
Was finding joy a sin once sworn?

She told her heart to hush and sleep,
But in her soul, the tune ran deep.
For all she sought was warmth and peace,
Not broken vows or love's release.

So there she stood — between two skies,
With tear-stained cheeks and heavy eyes.
For hearts can ache for what feels right,
Yet bleed in shadows of the night.

She prays for strength, for peace to stay,
To find her smile in honest ways.
And as the melody softly plays,
She hopes her love won’t drift away.